"Unfortunately, he’s not my first, but definitely my last."

infinithera:

Sana dumating yung panahon na ako naman. Ako naman yung hinihintay. Ako naman yung ine-effort-an. Ako naman yung iniiyakan. Ako naman yung kinatakatakutang mawala. Ako naman yung pinapahalagahan. Ako naman yung iniingatan. Kahit isang beses lang, gusto ko din naman maranasan. Ako naman, oh.

(via manikang-lito)

No Label

“More than friends but less than lovers,” “kayo na hindi kayo,” “MU” and whatever you call or describe it, ang ending, HINDI KAYO. Hindi ka pwede magdemand kasi wala naman kayong relationship. Nilalaan mo yung oras mo sa kanya pero wala namang kayo. Nire-reserve mo yung sarili mo sa kanya nab aka sakali maging kayo pero wala naman kayong commitment sa isa’t isa. Para kayong mag boyfriend-girlfriend kung mag-usap at maturingan pero wala naman talagang label yung relationship niyo.

Ang hirap lumugar sa ganyang sitwasyon. Hindi ka pwedeng magselos o kaya magdemand na “sunduin mo naman ako,” o kaya “wag mong i-text yung babaeng yun, nagseselos ako.” Yung tipong mamamatay ka na sa selos pero hindi mo masabi sa kanya kasi posible wala naman siyang pakialam. Ang hirap no? Hindi mo kasi alam kung hihintayin mo na maging kayo o magiging kayo ba talaga o dapat bang bitawan mo na at humanap ng iba na mas magbibigay sa’yo ng mas simpleng sitwasyon. Yung relasyon na walang komplikasyon. Yung alam mong sa’yo siya at siya ay sa’yo. Yung malinaw kung ano kayo sa isa’t isa. Yung may karapatan ka sa nararamdaman mo at gusto mo.

Dahil nga wala kayong “label,” may tendency kasi na maghanap siya ng iba, without considering your feelings kasi hindi naman kayo. May posibilidad na i-take for granted niya yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya kasi wala naman talaga kayong malinaw na usapan kung ano kayo.

Yan ang mahirap sa panahon ngayon e. Dahil lahat takot masaktan at maloko, we settle for less. “Less” in way na, dahil wala tayong commitment, akala natin hindi na tayo masasaktan but the truth is, once you attach yourself to the person at naglaan ka na ng feelings, masasaktan ka pa rin in the process. Hindi yan maiiwasan dahil lang hindi ka pumasok sa isang relationship. Sad truth is, love comes with pain. You wouldn’t know you’re in love kung hindi ka masasaktan.

"Lahat naman tayo gusto ng relasyon na nagtatagal."
"Wala namang taong gustong maloko. Di naman natin kasalanan kung nagtiwala agad tayo."
It’s enough.

It’s enough.

(Source: staypozitive)

kushandwizdom:

More good vibes here

Sure that time flies so fast. Soon, I’m gonna graduate from college and I’ll be facing the real world. Thinking of it, I miss school already. Thinking about going to work in a different environment makes me anxious. “Real world” scares me but I gotta face it. School has been my comfort zone, my second home. I don’t wanna leave it yet.

kushandwizdom:

More good vibes here

Sure that time flies so fast. Soon, I’m gonna graduate from college and I’ll be facing the real world. Thinking of it, I miss school already. Thinking about going to work in a different environment makes me anxious. “Real world” scares me but I gotta face it. School has been my comfort zone, my second home. I don’t wanna leave it yet.

(Source: weheartit.com)

"Kung natitiis mo, hindi pagmamahal yun."

I’m too comfortable with you.

  • I can act crazy and weird at the same time with you.
  • I’m not shy to sing out of tune when I with you.
  • I’m allowed to say bad words without thinking you’ll be turned off.
  • I can make face.
  • I can act tough and speak in boy’s tone.

I’m too comfortable when I’m with you. I can say, I am “me” when I’m with you.

"Some things scare me but with you I feel so brave."